i have no idea why i am feeling such. but it really sucks. i know i am upset but i have no idea why . maybe because of everything that is happening around me. that’s the only logical explanation i can think of right now. Sighhhh.
Am i doing too much or am i supposed no to. Ahhh fuck. I cant help but to over think and to feel so fucked up.
I know all these unnecessary thinking isnt going to help me in any way yet i do it all the time.
I need an escape. Time alone. Just me.